Showing posts with label Alex. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Alex. Show all posts

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Letter one - your bestfriend.

Dear Alex

You are an amazing guy. You don't deserve the shit society and your parents put you through. You deserve to get everything  you want in life. You deserve to find some one you will truly love.

I love you. I adore you. I would do anything for you.

You are my best friend and you make my heart flutter in a friendship way.
I'm glad we dated. I'm glad you've seen my breasts and it doesn't bother you.

I'm glad I met you.

Love,
Chloe.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Dear Alex (a while after)

Dear Alex,

I am insecure. If you haven’t noticed. But I know you are insecure too. But I am so paranoid and I desperately want this relationship to work out because you are amazing. Like - seriously amazing. You are hot and your personality is crazy - in a good way. I love you. But you know that. Or do you?

You are my life right now. Yes - I have admitted. You are my life. My life is Alex. End off.

I don’t want to leave you next week. I love every moment I spend with you - because time flies when I am with you.

I hate not being allowed out and being restricted to certain times ect but I hope that doesn’t effect how you feel.

Like I said if anything ever annoys you - tell me. It’s good to be able to talk in a relationship.

X Chloe

P.S I love you.

Dear Alex (same post as other Journal)

Dear Alex
You make me feel like such a wonderful person, even though I know I am far from it. You make me feel like I can do anything and be anything, like I am the most beautiful person in the world and I am perfect just the way I am. Even though I am not.
You don't let me put myself down - If I do, I am told off. Thank you.

It has been such a short time but I find you the easiest person to talk to in the world, I can tell you anything. And vice versa. You make me feel so comfortable but yet nervous all the same. I get butterflies just being around you. This is better than wonderful. I love it when we kiss, I love it when we cuddle and I love it when we just hold hands and talk for ages about nothing but everything at the same time. I love it that we discuss the future in such a real way and I love it that you don't mind that I have to put on weight because of my clinic. I love it that all the same you like my skinny frame. Because I love yours. I love everything about you. Your personality, your looks, your answers, your questions, your art, your ideas and your forwardness. I love it all.

I love that right now, I can't actually find words to describe this feeling and the fact that trying to has led me to waffle. This is what you do to me :)

Love, Chloe